Wind was blowing..............

Wind was blowing, and the weather is growing harsh here in Finland. I love, rather than harsh light of summer, these autumn days. But, it is already growing too cold.

I know adversities bring people together, make them feel closer. It is nature, and it happens. Leaves were hugging tightly to branches against that blowing wind, and that is nature too. A creature, looked like mouse, was coming closer to me; may be it is also nature. I know these are going to be the most memorable days, and it should be too. Sitting under a tree, and feeling so close to nature is no less than any other fun we can achieve in artificial world. Actually, there is no other fun in artificial world.

I called her, and I knew that it was attraction or sometime I feel it to be provocation of my emotion by her. But I felt something different, something called spiritual love in my own experiences. For sure, it could have been like that; and I can promise too. But if and only if I don't feel emotional provocation, it is possible to attain that level of feelings. When I got to know how does she feel having someone as sister and getting suggestion from her Mom to treat like sister to her friend, I felt a deep sense of spirituality. And said sorry about what happened before for which she is careless. It is not tolerance what she has achieved so far, but ignorance was built up when guys name is connected with her. May be it is good in some ways, but it annoys too. And that is the reason, and only reason I don't want to hurt her by objecting the way she behaves and by taking care of people around her.

Life keeps on changing, and how it is being changed is realized in one or other ways. And we are feeling, many things are to be done. But what gives satisfaction???

Being together to face those challenges may be the best lesson which we can learn from our lovely nature. As blowing wind, there are hurdles on our way preventing us to achieve what we want and dragging behind to prevent us reaching our goal. But there are leaves, which refill our passion of having a life. Yeah, we need to be together to make the world better. Yeah, we have to learn from nature. Like leaves, we need to learn to dance together in blowing winds. Yeah, we can rejoice the challenges together. Yeah, we can.........

Yeah, we can....................

Why should I worry, it is just color of life............

We have trichromatic color vision; so combination of red, blue and green colors are used to develop a series of different colors. And the world we see around is colorful. Do you like it??

Actually everything is colorful.., it was partially dark when I sat at the last seat of the bus and it was the combination of light coming from front side lamp of bus and darkness of Finnish autumn; and it was colorful too. Life is different, it has dichromatic perception probably and we have range of feelings as a sum of positive and negative, happiness and sorrow, light and dark, painful and pleasurous. And the feeling is so colorful and lively.

I was in deep thought, and was loving the partial darkness of the moment. I know it is going to be more difficult by coming days, but still it is color. May be I could have never enjoyed the vibrant summer in gay manner unless there comes this cold and dark winter. Yeah, without it my summer would have been colorless and life could have been for sure monotonic.

You are here, and being with you is for sure suffering me at the moment. I know I have intense desire of freedom; and without you I could not have imagined!! When do I be able to leave our class?? Answering this question is difficult, and I don't expect you answer it too coz even I don't know myself; but this is reflecting the intensity of my willingness of freedom. Yeah, I need freedom!! Please, I will be always respecting you......................